Not sure if I can even put this experience into words. It has to be descriptive enough for the reader to understand. I’m also concerned that if the right (or wrong?) person reads this I may very well be carted away in a straight jacket. It’s a long story, so grab a fresh cup of coffee and an open mind…here goes…
I have been having debilitating migraine-type headaches for months. I’ve missed a lot of work. My boss has been wonderful but I can
tell it’s getting difficult for him. My husband has about had enough of my complaining and staying in bed all day. The headaches are a combo platter of pain. Temple and eye pressure and that horrible “spike” in the back of my head. You know the one… at the base of your skull as if it’s in your brain stem! That’s the part that has disabled me. It’s been so severe that I can’t function and only want to sleep in a dark room. I even had a CT scan, but nothin’ in there ‘cept the spiders.
Now, I’ve started four new medications for various health concerns this year. Let’s sum that up by just saying “sucks to get old”! Last weekend I started reading all the small-print warnings that come with each prescription. Also, looking a the timeline of when I began and/or increased dosages of these over-priced pills.
It was then that I realized that in mid-July we’d doubled the dosage of one particular med. Hey…that’s about when the horrible headaches began! DUH! Why didn’t I see this until September 18th? So, feeling pretty stupid, I decided to doctor myself and stop taking that particular med for a while to see if I felt better. Assuming what’s wrong is simply side affects.
SIDE NOTE: To all those prone to panic, don’t worry. I’m not NOT taking a med that my health depends on. Such as a heart med. It’s one I can afford to experiment with a little.
Throughout this week I have still not felt well. Missing a few days or 1/2 days of work. On Wednesday the headache pain was the worst ever. I couldn’t leave my dark room and slept until 3:00 p.m.!
Then, on Thursday…around 6:00-6:30 a.m. as I lay in bed, curled up, trying to sleep through the pain that was with me all night… it happened. Warning: here comes the part where you’ll want to have me committed.
My husband had left for work so I was home alone (except for our crazy dogs). As I said, curled up in bed trying to ignore the headache. When I heard “BOOM BOOM BOOM” as if someone was pounding at the front door downstairs! I also felt the vibration of this in my old house. (When the wind blows our windows rattle people!) I wondered if I was having yet another wild dream, which has also been going on for months. Then again…BOOM BOOM BOOM and the vibration! In my half awake-half asleep state I was scared that someone was trying to get into the house. But the dogs weren’t barking. Was it my hubby come home and without keys? That didn’t make sense, but the dogs wouldn’t bark at him. (I still get the willies being home alone sometimes.)
After those booms and vibrations something even more odd happened. The sound of my bedroom changed. The fan somehow grew quieter. Then I felt physically smaller some how. Not child-like… just proportionately smaller in my bed. I remained curled up as I was too scared to move. A minute later I realized that…wait for it…
The spike-in-the-back-of-my-head pain was gone. Yes, gone. It’d had it for months and this round had gone through the night. Now, it stopped. I still had temple pressure and some dizziness, but the disabling ”spike” was gone!
TIME OUT: Let that all soak in for a minute and go refill your coffee. I know it sounds way out, but it’s what happened. If someone else was telling ME this story I’d certainly be listening with a bit of doubt.
OK… got a refill on that coffee? Let’s continue.
Last night after I shared this wild story with my husband he said to me, “That was God, pounding out that spike from the inside.” Whoa! Wait a minute! Yes! Not crazy! But experienced a miracle! WHOO HOO!! And who can’t use a miracle?!
Today when I woke up…NO spike in my head! A bit of a headache, and some dizziness still, but no spike!! I can function!
LORD my God, I called to you for help, and you healed me. – Psalm 30:2
Well, there it is. My wild story. You decide for yourself if you think I’ve lost my mind or experienced a miracle. But the truth is…that pain is gone and I am healed.